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YEAH BOY! [ Saturday December 24 2005 ] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | Twista ft. Mariah Carey//So Lonely ] Merry Christmas everyone! Miss You (0)

[ Thursday December 1 2005 ] [ mood | busy ] [ music | Cuz theres too many mothafuckas tryin to be me ] Just on the cruise biiitches!! I will post pics on here when I get back home!!! Miss You (0)

.Count down. [ Tuesday November 22 2005 ] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Nothins free--Oobie & Lil john and the eastside boyz ] 6 more dayz until my cruise!!!!!!!! I cant waitttt!! <3 Miss You (1)

Just had time to waste :* [ Wednesday November 16 2005 ] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | Shake--Ying yang twins ft. Pitbull :* ] IDENTIFICATION *1. Full birth name: Holly Mary Machalak *2. Natural Hair Color: Brown *3. Hair Color Currently: Looks blonde..but there suppose to be highlights *4. Eye Color At Birth: Brown *5. Eye Color Currently: Dangerous brownn ;) *6. Height: 5'6 *7. Glasses/Contacts: Neither.. But i need one of the two badly. *8. Birthdate: August 5th, 1987 *9. Sign: Leo *10. Current Age: 18 *11. Siblings Names: Hope, Heather, Mike, Kristine *12. Location: Roseville, MI *13. School Attending: None right now. But macomb in the winter. then Northwestern University near Chicago!! *14. Current Grade: --- *15. GPA: --- *16. College Plans: Graduate and Major in Communications *17. Planned College Major: ^^ Communications *18. Planned College Minor: haven't decided *19. Any Piercings: 5 piercings *20. Any Tattoos: 1 on my lower back and 1 above my ankle SOCIAL LIFE: *1. Boy Friend(s): No b/f's...Just playin the field. ;) *2. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: --- *3. If No, Current Dating Partner: -- *4. Current Crush: Its on the Dlow. *5. Hobbies: Hanging with the friends and family.. Singing.. music *6. Pager: no *7. Are You Center Of Attention Or Wallflower: Depends *8. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: 91 Grand prix... which I LOVE lmao *9. What Type Automobile Do You Wish You Drove: 4 door black grand prix PIMPED OUT BITCH! *10. Would You Rather Be With Friends Or On A Date: DEPENDS :/ *11. Where Is The Best Hangout: Anywhere funnn *12. Do You Have A Job: Yesss PERSONAL: *1. Who Is Your Role Model: Of course god.. but Also Aaliyah *2. What Are Your Pet Peeves: fake thugz n bitches... not closing your mouth when u eat.. the noise is sooo annoying. Stop smackin the mouth!! *3. Have You Ever Been In Love: NOPE *5. Have You Ever Cried Over The Opposite Sex: NOPE.. I never gave a shiiit. *6. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: Black guyz? *7. Have You Ever Lied To Your Best Friend(s): Probably *8. Ever Wanted To Get Revenge on Someone Because They Hurt You: Heck yesss *9. Ever Been Cheated On: OH YEAH but I wasnt hurt over it. *10. Ever Said I Love You To A Significant Other: yes i have *11. Rather Be Dumper Or Dumped: Id rather be the dumper. but then again im too nice. *12. Rather Have A Relationship Or A "Hookup": It depends once again. *13. Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: FUck yess *14. Ever Liked Your Best Guy/Girl Friend: yess best guy friend *15. Do You Want To Get Married: yes *16. Do You Want Kids: Yes *17. Do You Believe In Psychics: NOPE your not suppose to if you believe in god. it says in the bible!! *18. Do You Believe You Know The Person Who You Are Going To Marry At This Point In your life: ---- *19. What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Body: My eyez.. and face *20. What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Emotional Being: I'm reallllly niiiiiice. :* *21. Are You Happy With You: Yeah I think so. I can say im a confident person. :) *22. Are You Happy With Your Life: It could be betterrrr. *23. Are You Scared Right Now?: Yeah alittle.. i gotta go back to my job i quit after a week to get my check and drop my shirt off..I feel bad. *24. Depressed?: I wouldnt say I was :) *25. If You Could Change Something In Your Life Right Now, What Would It Be: To not worry soo much. FAVORITE: *1. Sports Team: Pistons BUTTT I love Miami Heat! *2. Room In house: Bedroom *3. Girl's Name: Idk.. Something really differentttt that no one has. *4. Guy's Name: Same thing ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^but I also like the name Tayshaun. *5. Person to talk to about your problems: ehh.. I dont trust ALOT of people. My counslor mostly or I just keep it to myself. *6. Song: You knooo... Anthing hip hop or r&b *7. Movie: Four brothers at this moment. :* *8. Actor/Actress: i dont really kno at this moment.. I CANT THINK *9. Beverage: Coke..Sprite..Pink Lemonade..Slurpees..Smirnoff..ANYTHING REALLY *10. Candy Bar: Snickers *11. Family Member: My grandma..shes like my best friend. I <3 herrrr. *12. Salad Dressing: Ranch..Italian..Casaer..yum :P *13. Blanket/Stuffed Animal: Blanket..My mom made it for me 2 years ago. I sleep with it every nite :* *14. Favorite quote from a movie: Boo YOU WHORE! *15. Day of The Week: Friday *16. Color: PINK..black..white..silver..GOLD *17. Perfume And Cologne: I love britney spears's new perfume FANTASY.. hmm delicious :P *18. TV Shows: Laguna Beach..Runs house.. Making the band 3.. The biggest Loser.. Law and order SVU..Medium..Las Vegas..sooo many moree. *19. Flower: Idk.. I believe I like roses like everyone else. *20. Fast Food Place: Theres so many. Taco bell..mc donalds..BK.. Rallys.. KFC ect. I like em all. *21. Game: NBA LIVE PLAY STATION 2 :) *22. Teacher: dont have any :) *23. Love Song: Right now. Dont forget about us.. Mariah Carey *24. Clothing: DEPEnDS ON HOW I FEEL.. *25. Possession: Jewerly *26. Vacation Spot: I'm going on a cruise for 7 dayz lucky me riiite :) :* *27. Person To Give Advice To: I'm always here for everyone! *28. Person To Get Advice From: Taite..heather..hope..mom..gram..dad.. everyone i guess~ THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE U: *1. Cried: Nope *2. Bought Something: Yes my lil sis ice cream.. gas.. *3. Gotten Sick: Nope *4. Sang: Heck yess i love singing *5. Eaten: Umm yeah.. food it the greatest thing EVER! thats why im such a fat ass! *6. Been Kissed: NOPE *7. Felt Stupid: I DONT REMEMBER *8. Said I Love You: Yesss to my family of course. *9. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved Them, But Didn't: Actually I think i did..and it turned out gayy!! *10. Met Someone New: Yeah all the time :) *11. Moved On: YESSSS *12. Missed An Ex: NOPE FUCK MY EXs' I never gave a fuck :) :* Miss You (0)

.Random. [ Thursday November 3 2005 ] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Birdman--We Got that ] I <3 WOrking outttt <3 Tanning <3 Myself <3 Life!!!! Awwwwww Dawg... I'll be making soooo much more money now.. I got 2 jobs biiiitches. That means... More money... A niiiiiiice pimped out car in a couple months...and just living rich biiitch! Miss You (2)

Well.. [ Saturday October 29 2005 ] [ mood | loved ] [ music | The Game--- Put you on the Game ] ... Ive been working everyday at sc so far... I'm starting to get annoyed of that place cuz I'm there every single day of my life.. but its money and I guess its not that bad.. as long as I love the people I work with.. thats all that matters. I got my hair done today. :) Its more blonde and I love it because it brings out my tan more. I <3 tanning and working out. Sorry just felt like putting some random shyt on here. Tomorrow I'm getting fill ins.. or should I say getting my nails redone. :) I love getting different colors and different designs everytime I go. I also <3 Happy Nails. :* Ive been dieting for a week now.. and I'm sticking with it all this time. I have more motivation and god is also helping me through it all. Lets just say Ive been busting my ass for the past week on this diet. Working out and not eating junk food at all. I'm to the point now where if I eat something bad.. I feel like puking it up. So i'm not gonna make a bad desicion. So yeah...I've been hanging out with people from work alot now.. VERY fun stuffff. I <3 Them also. I've also been hangin with my best friend Brandy alot before she leaves for texas.   OHHH. I'm goin on a cruise Novemeber 26th --- December 5th with my LOVE.. my grama. :* We are going to soooo many islands.. like one of them being the bahamas... beeeee jealoussssss. ;-)   Life has been goooood and funnn so far. I misss a couple people in high school tho. Only the ones that I've talked to for more than 2 years.. they just drifted away. :(   Wellllll I'm tiiiired cuz I just got done working out and had time to update. :* NIIIITE LOVES <3   Miss You (3)

Wow.. [ Wednesday August 31 2005 ] [ mood | confused ] [ music | I just wanna cut--Trey songz ] I havent updated in a long ass time. I've been busy wit work and trying to make time for family and friends. Hung out with amelia the other day.. That was alot of fun.. I dont feel like typing anymore. I'll update a more exciting entry when I acutually feel like itttt. Laterrrrr thugs n bitches. Miss You (4)

blah [ Monday August 8 2005 ] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Teairra Mari CD ] Yeah well yeah. Works great. Friends and family are great. <3333 I love them alllll. I bought 2 new cds a couple dayz ago. Ludacris. and. Teairra Mari. I <3 her. Shes good. I really want a boyfriend. Someone whos gona like me for me. Whos not gonna cheat on me. And a guy thats gonna treat me right. Its soo hard to find that. I'm gonna stop looking now. And let love find me. All guyz want now a dayz is just a piece of asss. ew. Dont talk to me if thats all u want. Ive been goin to clubs alot lately. Theyre sooo much fun.. especially with the love of my life lindsey! ehhh well i dont know what else to say or talk about. Nite. Miss You (2)

[ Friday July 22 2005 ] [ mood | amused ] [ music | mariah carey ] well that settles the annonymous problem. And stops people from starting shiit in my journal. This is friends only now. Thanksssss. Miss You (4)

Survey I stole from Dan. [ Wednesday July 20 2005 ] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Badd--Ying yang twins and mike jones ] Basics FIRST NAME: Holly MIDDLE NAME: Mary BIRTHDAY: August 5th BIRTHPLACE: Mt. Clemens GRADE: Macomb College Appearance HEIGHT: 5'6 HAIR COLOR: Brown with blonde highlights SKIN COLOR: white.. use to be tan.:( EYEBROWS: I pluck em. EYE COLOR: Dangerous Brown. ;-) ABOUT EARS: Idk.. lol. ABOUT LIPS: I think mine r small. ABOUT TONGUE: IDK. ABOUT CHIN: I'm not sure. MUSCLES: Nada. STYLE: I dont know. I dress hawwwwt. PIERCINGS: nose and ears. TATTOO (S): One on my lower back. and One on my ankle. so I got TWO BITCHES. Right Now WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Black cheerleading shorts from 10th grade cheer camp. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Mario.. But u say im just a friend. WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Nothing. I drank sooo much water. WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: Rainy hottt humid HOW ARE YOU?: Tired. Bored. Do you... HAVE A BAD HABIT?: I bite my nails. But I cant now cuz i get my nails done all the time. GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: most times. LIKE TO DRIVE?: Is that a question? SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?: Nope. DRINK: Whenever I can. SMOKE?: rarely. ANY OTHER DRUGS?: Marjiuana but rarely. WEAR CONTACTS?: Not at all. HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?: 3 Sisters. 1 bro. THEIR AGES?: 27. 20. 14. and 25. Favorites RELATIVE: My lil sis heb (heather). TV SHOW: BET 106 and park. Rap city. MTV Trl. Real world. and more.. SHAMPOO: Garnier fructis. Color treated shampoo. COMMERCIAL: Not sure. Cant think of one. MAGAZINE: Cosmopolitan NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Water. Coke. Kool Aide. ALCOHOLIC DRINK: E&J.. beer sometimes..I'll drink anything. THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Go out with lindsey or brandy. Or work. MOVIE: White chicks. Coach carter. Hitch. The notebook. And many more. FOOD: Lebanese food. and Mexican food. ANIMAL: puppies. bunnies. SCHOOL SUBJECT: I dont like any subject. Maybe history. CLOTHES: Whatever store has cute clothes. HANGOUT: Lindseys house. My house. RESTAURANT: Any mexican restaurant. FEELING: TIRED> COLOR: Orange. ICE CREAM: OREO Blizzard. VACATION PLACE: Anywhere warm. I love myrtle beach. And Chicago. SPORT: I Like watching basketball and football. MUSIC: Hip hop. R&B. Rap. STORES: Charrolet Russe. Dots. and more. DAY OF THE YEAR: Hmm.. not sure. MONTH: August. Have you... BROKEN THE LAW: Yes. RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Never. EVER CHEATED ON A TEST: Yes. STAYED UP TILL FOUR ON THE PHONE: My record is 7am. SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Yes. EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: lol no comment. MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Hell yess. ALways got good ideas. funny shiit. EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: Nope. USED YOU PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: nope. SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Yes. FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Not at all. FELL ASLEEP WHILE EATING: riiiight. never. FELL ASLEEP WHILE DRIVING: nope. DRIVEN A CAR: Yes. EVER MET SOMEONE FAMOUS: A background dancer for natalie. He was hottttt.and a hell of a dancer. WANTED TO DIE: yes of course. BEEN ON A PLANE: Once. to florida back in 1998. BEEN ON A MOTORCYCLE/BIKE: Yes. In chicago. It was fun. WENT SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN: Yesssss. I love body boarding. and the waves. BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Yes just for drama class tho. nothing big. CRIED IN PUBLIC: Not at all. LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yes i have. I'm always here for my friends. EATEN SUSHI: Ew. no. Love BOYFRIEND: Nope. I play the field. GIRLFRIEND: Lindsey.:* CHILDREN?: not at all. CURRENT CRUSH: ahhhh im not gon say. BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes. HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: helll yes. BEEN OUT WITH SOMEONE: Yes. TOO SHY?: at times. BEEN HURT?: Ya. ALOT. HAVE YOU EVER SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?: Yes. CHEATED ON SOMEONE: no i havent. YOUR GREATEST REGRET: ehhh not sure. GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR 3 DAYS: Barry Womack in jr. high. lmao. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Style. Color. When/what was the last... TIME YOU CRIED: Couple dayz ago. MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Wedding crashers. TIME YOU WERE GROUNDED: I was NEVER grounded. just threatned to be. PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED: Lindsey. PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: Lindsey. 1.ONE WISH? I could become a famous singer. 2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER? LOVER. But if you piss me off I'm a fighter. 3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? I'm not sure. 4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC? hellllls yes. 5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV? I like it. 6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? Nah.. 7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? Cute baby. and cute toddler. 8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? I'm single now. And lovin and hatin it at times. 9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? Black. Just how I like it. ;) 10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? Yesssssss. 11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? No 12. ANY SECRET TALENTS? Its to hard to explain. ITs something with my assss. 13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? Different country. 14. Is Jay Leno Funny? Sometimes. 15. CAN YOU SWIM? Yessssss. 16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"? Nope. what the hell is it about? 17. DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE? Sorta. 18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE ROLL POP? You tell me. 19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? not at all. I wouldn't even try. 20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? Yesssss once to florida. Spirit airlines. lol. 21. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD? not at all. 22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS? I dont even givve a fuck. 23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING? My dad hunts.. but i dont. 24. IS THERE MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? mayyybe 25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Sometimes. 26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO? CATS. 27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"? Today, everyday. <3 28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE? not at all. 29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS? Nooooo. 30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? Scrambled. or sunny side up. 31. ARE BLONDES DUMB? Yesssss. J/k. ANyone can be dumb. 32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP? ... 33. WHAT TIME IS IT? 2:13am. 34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME? Hollywood. Hol. Holly baby. Holly baby boo. 35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING? Hmm.. I like mcdonalds. I dont eat it all the time tho. 36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR? About 3 hours ago. 37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS? Showers. 38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL? No. 39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED? Yessssssss. Its hottt. 40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? Depends. If i freak myself out. then yes. other than that no. 41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO? No comment. ;-) 42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER? creamy. 43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK? No. Dont wanna. 44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE? No. 45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY? once. 46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE? I don't care. 47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER? A deep sleeper. 48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? Brownn. 50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE? SOMETIMES. 51. LIQUOR OR BEER? liquooor. 52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC? Naww..wish I was. 53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"? Not at all,. 54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS? Not at all. I use to play the clarinet. lol. 55. HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN MONEY? I dont think so ??? 56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD? No but i wanna learn. 57. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING? yes, but I havent in a while. 58. DO YOU SNORT WHEN U LAUGH? Never. 59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC? Not really. 60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND? I dunno. 61. YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE? I guess. 62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK? not at allll. 63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES? Yess. 64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY? nope. its f-in hawwwt. 65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? crackers. 66. DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH? I have my nails done. :) 67. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED? Yesss. 68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING COMMERCIAL? I duno. 69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE? occasionally. 70. DO YOU SNORE? No, thank god. 71. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT? Badd by the ying yang twins and MIKE JONES Miss You (1)

im so hot [ Friday July 15 2005 ] [ mood | happy ] [ music | webbie ft. bun b-- Give me that pussssy ] Okay.. For starters. Today was a fun day. Hung out with Lindsey.. the love of my life. :) That was fun stuffffff. Anywayz. Tomorrow I gotta see the doctors. Cuz i gotta bump on my neck. It hurts...but doesnt really look like anything. Might be a tumor. Who knows really. Also tomorrow... I'm getting fill-ins *getting my nails redid* I love the designs. So I'm doin that again but a diffff design. After that I'm chillin wit lindsey all day. :) Well I'm out nickas. Nite. Miss You (28)

Will I ever hear from you after last night [ Wednesday July 13 2005 ] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Must be nice... ] Well. I had some time before work to update. I'm lonley. My hearts broken. But what can I possibly do. Idk.. I'm bored. I need to get in the shower. And get ready. Cus I gotta work at 5:30. It sucks. I knowww. At least I'll be standing and walkiing. Just gettin excersize. My fat ass needs that. Ive decided that a diet is what I need. And like I said im gonna do whatever it takes. Take my word. Well im out. Need ta get readyyyy. Laterrr Thugs n bitches. Miss You (7)

stomping in my air force ones. [ Wednesday June 29 2005 ] [ mood | loved ] [ music | *Lindsey talking in the background* Song playing: Bia Bia ] Well. I'm sitting hear with Lindsey. We're Listening to music. Fun stuff. We're goin to the Mt. Clemens Car show sooooon. My home town!!!!!!! whoop whoop! Life is good. I quit red robin. And I work at Silver Cinemas now. Better. Easier. Fun. I loveee the people there. There so great. <3333 I'm gonna Keep on singin. :) I saw coach carter finally. I love itttt. So many hotties in that movie. I swear. This weekend will be fun. Party!!!! But I'm out.. Peace yo. Miss You (1)

Well.. [ Saturday June 25 2005 ] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Dont phunk with my heart-- Black eyed peas ] Well its 12:32am. On a friday. I shouldnt even be home right now. Eww. To let you all kno.. I'm home because I gotta get up at 8am. Tomorrow (today) is my grad. party. :) yay! Well I'm working two jobs now. Ahhh. Mo money mo problems. Anyways. I'm on a diet. Hopefully this one works out. I'm sure it will tho. I dont like giving up. I'm starting to cut alot of people out of my life now. People who just are fake. liars. Like to use people. And oh so much more. I feel like life sucks real bad right now. Something is missing. I just havent figured out what that is yet. When I do. I'll let you cats kno. hmmmm. Idk. Lifes good. But it isnt. Doesnt really make sence. Oh well. I'll just write how I feel laterr. I'm starting to get really sleepy. Nite nite thugs n bitches. Miss You (0)

OMG!! [ Sunday June 19 2005 ] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Back then-- MIKE JONES ] Yesterday I went to my cousins grad. party. It was alright. Then we left. Came home. And me and mom went to Lindseys grad party. We did a few jello shots. My mom got drunk. lol. I love her. Then my mom left. And we were waiting till it got darker to get drunk. We got drunk. And Lindseys neighbor Andy came over with his cousin and bro. Andy kept saying that it doesnt matter what he drinks.. and that he couldnt get drunk. So we made a 50 dollar bet to see if he could take 10 shots of Albanian Moonshine and not get really fucked up. I Didnt believe that for one second. Let me tell you that he had 10 jello shots before taking 10 shots of moonshine. And some pucker. Well Andy finsihed drinking 10 shots of moonshine. He wasnt fucked up. So I thought I lost the bet and owed him money. Andy went by the garage to talk to his g/f. A half hour later. Andy started walking over to us alll fucked up. Couldnt even walk right. So Lindsey and me thought he was okay and went home. So we decided to go to sleep cuz we were tired and buzzin. But something didnt seem right so I went over to Andys to see if he was okay. Andy was on his porch with puke all over him and he looked dead with his eyes open. I almost cried cuz ive never seen someone that messed up and bad to where they cant walk anymore and looked pale and dead and couldnt even respond to anything. So i ran over and got lindsey, andys bro, and andys cousin.. We all started taking care of andy and we seriously thought andy wasnt gonna make it. It scared us all. we finally took him in his house to his room and layed him on the side and all that. Then his mom knocked on the door and came him. She was worried then. And then me and lindsey went back to her house. We couldnt sleep good only because we didnt know if andy was okay or not. So that was our saturday night. It was really fun tho. I'm just glad andy is okay.. Ive been in that situation before and im glad i know what to do to help and I know my limits now when im drinking. It was seriously sooo scary and he seriously looked dead. Lifeless. :( Know your limits kids. Today is fathers day. I called off work. Cuz i was too tired to go to work. We put new carpeting around our pool today. It looks beautiful. Then we went out to eat with the family for fathers day. It was fun spending time with the family. But im out.. I guess im watchin the game. Miss You (0)

I'M SO EXCITED!!! [ Monday June 6 2005 ] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Lets get it started-- Black eyed peas ] Well... PISTONS WON! I'm gonna have no voice by tomorrow. Cuz all I did was scream and yell the whole game. I still love Dwayne Wade. Neeeeed to get his jersey like whoa! I really cant wait until tomorrow is over. Just wanna graduate. Kinda nervous about tomorrow too tho. I might cry. Who knows. :/ Today... Went to Lakeside with Taite. He gave me some good advice. Hes like a bro to me. Then Brandy came over. We washed my car with my lil sis to get all the paint and writing all off my car. Looks better now. But took alot of damn quarters. Brandy and Me also went to Mt. Clemens my HOMETOWN! After that we came back to my house and watched the PISTONS GAME! Fun stufffffffff. Now I'm on here. Also some fun shiiiiiit. I guess im off to bed now. Big day tomorrow. ehhhh. Not looking forward to it. Just want it to be OVER! Nite thugs n bitches! <3333 Miss You (2)

[ Sunday June 5 2005 ] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?!?! ] Well.. No more school. Kinda excited about that. Cant wait until tuesday.. when I actually graduate from high school. I really cant wait to wear my hott sexy dress. ;-) and shoes... I dont really have anything more to say right now...I'll just update later. <33333 Peace yo. Miss You (0)

FINALLY UPDATING! [ Sunday May 29 2005 ] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Is there any boys around that kno how to make a gurl feel?!? ] Well..be shocked. Cuz I shore am. I'm finally updating this bitch. Life has been pretty good so far. Havent heard from Brandy in a few days or more. :( Lindsey and me have been hanging out alot. :) Shes seriously the love of my life. <33333 We went to Cedar Point on senior skip day. It was tons of funn. Minus the fact that my feet hurt soo bad. And I got bad ass blisters that are sick as all hell on the back of my feet. Other than that me and Lindsey had tons of funnnnnnnnnn. I love her hott ass. ANYWAYS... I hate working. I'm such a lazy person when it comes to shit like that. I really want to work at a tanning booth. Holly <3's tanning. lol. Well Only 3 more days left of school. I'm so nervous yet excited about that. I'm seriously gonna cry. I'm gonna try updating alot more now. :) <333 Miss You (5)

[ Sunday April 17 2005 ] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | We're in JT's Car in the WHite Grand Am.. Freestyle! lol ] Well to update real quick. I got a job at Red Robin. WOrk was soo boring and busy on friday and saturday. Later at night I went Out to eat with Hope, Jeremy, Bobby, and Brandy at my work. (Red Robin) Fun shiiiit. lol. Jeremy found a piece of hair in his food. THen we started freestyling. It was tight. Fun as hell. We freestyled until we got home. Then he dropped brandy and me off. Then Brandy and me went OUTTT. Fun shitt also. Well thats pretty much it. SPRING BREAK BABY! MYRTLE BEACH! TUESDAY! 05' WIT MY GIRLS! L+B+B+H+H <3333333 Miss You (1)

[ Monday April 4 2005 ] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Grippin the Grain--Bone crusher ] Today I applied at Red Robin b/c Roseann and Mallory told me to come up there and apply cause they might just need another hostess. Hopefully I get a job there. I need a job badly. I want to get my belly button pierced. Plus I want another tattoo. So thats gonna cost me. LIke I said I hope I get the job. Lindsey has been sick for a while now. I hope she gets better. I love her. :) <3333333 Myrtle beach is comin up in 2 weeks. I'm on a 2 week diet. I'm gonna work out like crazy. Plus eat healthy. Hopefully I lose about 10-15 pounds. :/ Well I'm out thugs n bitches. Laterrrrr. Miss You (0)

Long time no update [ Sunday March 27 2005 ] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Sugar--Trick Daddy ] Well Spring break is here. Weekend was fun. Brandy is back from florida. And we cant wait until Myrtle Beach! Party! I'm getting my hair done tomorrow. Plus I'm going tanning tomorrow tooo. Yesssss. Cant wait. I misssss *someone* I really want to hang with them. Always funnnn. I'm not really sure what else to write about right now. Laterrrr THugs n bitchesssss. <3 Miss You (0)

yo yo yo [ Wednesday March 2 2005 ] [ mood | curious ] [ music | 40 ounce--D12 ] Welllll... Today was a good day. Came home from school. Got Rosemary. Drove to Grosse Point North for the baseketball game to get footage for a video. Left after half time. Went out to eat at Big Boys. Siiiick food. But it was fun. After we drove back to Rosemarys. Left again and got Dairy queen. Yummm. Then we went back to Rosemarys house again. Chilled there for a while and watched American Idol. Came home and Saw that no one was home. No one is home yetttttt. What the hell!?!? I'm soo tired. Yesterday. I got Rosemary and we went to visit Lindsey at work. Saw some hottt thugssssssss. They turn me on. what can i say. We all saw some crazy skinny woman. With thick hair. She was laughing hysterically. So we all laughed. Plus she kept going into the store where Lindsey works and talking to her. It was weird but funny. I guess you just had to have been there to know what was happening. I also dont see how this crazy women worked at Lady foot locker. She was seriously on drugs. Anywaysssss. I'm tired. I dont want to go to school tomorrow!!!!!!! But I guess I have to? Maybe I'll just not go Friday. We'll see. I'm seriously drained. Deaddd tireeeeedddddd. I'm going to pass out. I'll update more laterrrr. I love Lindsey and Rosemary!! <333 Nite Thugs n' Bitches. Miss You (8)

I just want you to be mine [ Thursday February 24 2005 ] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Usher--Red Light ] Life is going pretty good. Feels like sum things are missing in it tho. I'm happy with friends and family.. they're all great.. couldnt ask for betterrrrr. School has been boring as usual.. although there are a few friends that make my day more funner. <3 I'll update more when I have time........im busy ;-) Miss You (5)

DA SWEETEST POEM EVER! LOL [ Tuesday February 15 2005 ] [ mood | busy ] [ music | You dont know me--- T.I. ] Rosemary's, Holly’s, and Emily’s Pass it along Poem 2/6/05 Today is the Super Bowl! Dinner was yummy! My room is Messy! Pedro for President! Peachka means Pussy! Tommy needs a wax job!! We all have ghetto bootays! Krispy Korean! I have a pussy fingering cushion! Zip Loc bags don’t make good Condoms! FRANK RIZZO! Woohoo! Matt Balkama is hott! Orangutan titties are SICK! We are white trash! STEIN IS HOTT 4 A NIGGA! Thick Clique 4 LIFE I love black men! I need to shave my cha cha I’ll blind you with my laser pointer!!! Can I have your Screen name? My ID is broke!! Green tea makes you poop We’re running on two hours of sleep KKK’s for Losers Can you pull over for some conversation? GO EAGLES! Poems=Bullies! BLACK is the color of my soul. I smell pussy Hoe’s these days? Have you ever….No Comment Pididdle! Jar heads make me HORNY I’ve been here since 10! I’m not that innocent Knitting or getting stoned? Hey twinky! You’re the cream filling whitey! PEACE THE FUCK OUT KIDD! The end Just inside jokes... Miss You (0)

[ Tuesday February 15 2005 ] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Boooooty bounce ] Still hangin wit the clique.. I love Rosemary and Lindsey soooooo much! <333333 Grandpa is still in the hospital.. doesnt look like hes doin tooo good :( John was my Valentine.. so I made him a little something ;-) <333333 Zack is gonna be jealous! <333 Holly Miss You (2)

Gonna make you scream my name [ Monday February 7 2005 ] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Changes--Tupac ] The weekend was pretty tight... LOTS of fun wit the clique. I love Rosemary and lindsey <333333 Today was a pretty shitty day.. I was burnt and everyone kept telling me my face was red and I'm like dude.. NO SHIIIT! It was really just pissing me off. Random people were pissing me off too. I guess you could say I was just really annoyed by alot of things today for no apparent reason. I cannnottttt wait until I'm dark. I'm going tanning tomorrow for 20mintues instead of today since my face is still red. I hate burning when I go tanning! I'm seriously in that dont give a fuck about anything mood..:-/ Justin :* Well I'll update laterr since I dont really know what else I should write...I've seriously gone retarded. Well My grandpa is back in the hospital....hes down to 125 pounds...there not sure whats causing soo much weight loss.. but there gonnna find out..:( I guess I gotta be prepared for this kinda shit to happen.. thats what my grandma said..:'( Love you thugs n' bitches :* Miss You (2)

PEDRO FOR PRESIDENT!! LMFAO! [ Saturday February 5 2005 ] [ mood | I'm sooo hyper mannn! ] [ music | Money aint a thang--Ma$e?? lol ] Well I've been hangin out wit Rosemary and Lindsey all weekend.. right now im over Rosemarys house for the nite!! We're waitin for lindsey to come over when she gets off work at 9:30pm.. I love them soooo much!! :* Thick clique for life. Well I started going tanning.. and im excited cuz i love tanning... I was seriously having withdrawls from not going.. so now that im going I feel soo much better. lol. I just wish tanning didnt cause cancer. :( oh well. :) TANNING:MY ANTI-DRUG! Lol. Anywayz... I'm out. Laterrr Thugs n' Bitches! :D Miss You (0)

[ Tuesday February 1 2005 ] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Candy shop-- 50 cent ft. Olivia ] Today was a really bad day for me only because I felt and looked like shiiit. Another thing that made it a bad day was that my mom had a mild stroke and she went to the emergency room at 7am :( and shes still in the hospital.. most likely staying over night. Today has just been very tiring and very boring AND very upsetting. I have been in the most annoyed mood ever and very bitchy too only because im just sick of everyones shit. THOUGHTS AT THE MOMENT: + I'm very tired + I hope my mom is okay + I look like shit + I just wanna go tanning cause im pasty as hell + I love all my family + I love lindsey and rosemary soo much I'm out thugs n bitches. Miss You (2)

What a fuckin weekend... [ Sunday January 30 2005 ] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Aaliyah--Rock the boat ] Well This weekend was fun... Hung out wit the clique.. I seriously LOVE rosemary and lindsey to death!! <33333 We had alot of fun...I was pretty much never home all weekend.. fun stuff tho. I'm Happy. :D What more is there to say....:/ Miss You (4)

[ Wednesday January 26 2005 ] 1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex. 2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow? 3. Your first initial? 4. Your month of birth? 5. Which color do you like more, black or white? 6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours. 7. Your favorite number? 8. Do you like California or Florida more? 9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more? 10. Write down a wish. (A realistic one). WHEN YOU'RE DONE, SCROLL DOWN (DON'T CHEAT) . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . THE ANSWERS 1. You are completely in love with this person. 2. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow- you are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down. 3. If your initial is: A-K You have a lot of ...love and friendships in your life. L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your ...love life is soon to blossom. S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good. 4. If you were born in: Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you ...fall in love with someone totally unexpected. April-June: You will have a strong ...love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever. July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good. Oct-Dec: Your ...love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your ...soul mate. 5. If you chose... Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change. White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it. 6. This person is your best friend. 7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime. 8. If you chose: California: You like adventure. Florida: You are a laid back person. 9. If you chose: Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your love. And you arevery reserved. Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people. 10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in your journal within one hour, and it will come true before your next birthday Miss You (2)

[ Friday January 21 2005 ] You are Kristen! Which Laguna Beach Cast Member are you? brought to you by Quizilla Miss You (0)

[ Thursday January 20 2005 ] [ mood | happy ] [ music | T.I. You dont know me ] WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF: » I committed suicide: » I said I liked you: » I kissed you: » I lived next door to you: » I started smoking: » I stole something: » I was hospitalized: » I ran away from home: » I got into a fight and you weren't there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: » Personality: » Eyes: » Face: » Hair: » Clothes: » Mannerisms: [1] Who are you? [2] Are we friends? [3] When and how did we meet? [4] How have I affected you? [5] What do you think of me? [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? [8] Do you love me? [9] Have I ever hurt you? [10] Would you hug me? [11] Would you kiss me? [12] Would you fuck me? [13] Are we close? [14] Emotionally, what stands out? [15] Do you wish I was cooler? [16] On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I? [17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. [18] Am I loveable? [19] How long have you known me? [20] Describe me in one word. [21] What was your first impression? [22] Do you still think that way about me now? [23] What do you think my weakness is? [24] Do you think I'll get married (if yes to who)? [25] What about me makes you happy? [26] What about me makes you sad? [27] What reminds you of me? [28] What's something you would change about me? [29] How well do you know me? [30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? [31] Do you think I would kill someone? [32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? Miss You (3)

I was bored lol [ Thursday January 13 2005 ] [ mood | excited ] [ music | New York--Ja Rule ] Your Element Is Air You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that! What's Your Element? Miss You (0)

I'm Happy. [ Saturday January 8 2005 ] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Oh--Ciara ft. Ludacris ] Well... Chris M. Likes me but I dont know if i like him... I'm still thinking about what I should do. :-/ I just dont think I'm really attracted to him. Everyone thinks he's sooo hott but I just dont know. I'm just confused right now. I miss Brandy. And I cant wait until Myrtle Beach. I really miss tanning. Cant wait until I go in March. :D Dont know what else to write at the moment. Nite Thugs n' bitches. Miss You (6)

......... [ Tuesday January 4 2005 ] [ mood | blank ] [ music | John Legend--Ordinary People ] Bored so I thought I'd update since I had the time. This whole break has been alright. I lost 12 pounds so far on my diet that I started like a couple dayz before break or something like that. people keep telling me I'm fine the way I am but I really dont think so... I just want to do whats gonna make me happier. I'm Happy with my life because everything is going so great... School tomorrow :P yuck. I just want this year to be over with and just graduate. I really cant wait until I turn 18.. I just wanna go clubbing. :D Badly. I love dressing up into club clothes and shiiit like that. Plus I wanna dance with hott guyz. WHAT I'M THINKING AT THE MOMENT: -I'm Happy with everything. -I want to go clubbing like whoa. -I miss Chicago and want to go there like soon! -I cant wait until Spring Break + Myrtle beach April 19th-26th with the girls :D -Ew. School is tomorrow. Laterr Thugs n' Bitches. Miss You (0)

:-D [ Saturday December 25 2004 ] [ mood | Life is good ] [ music | Jagged Edge--Walked right out of heaven ] Christmas Break is going great so far!! I'm losing weight for Spring Break pretty fast.. and all my family and friends just seem happy so that makes me really happy :) Christmas Eve--Family and friends came over and we had dinner and opened presents and had good laughs and all that fun stuff. It was really good to see all of my family and friends and to be with them. I dont see them very often. Then they left around 10pm and I went off to bed cause I was really tired. Christmas Day--Woke up at 9:00am.. opened presents in the morning got alot of stuff :) Then we had dinner here again but this time no one came over. And I pretty much rested the whole day and watched Dodgeball and I-Robot. Sunday--Getting up early... My dads making me my favorite breakfast :-P yum.. and then My mom and me are gonna start painting my room and all that fun stuff.. and that should pretty much take up the whole day. Hopefully I will be getting my grandmas treadmill tomorrow too :) So I can walk on it everynight. Monday--Hangin out wit Homie B before she leaves tuesday to go to Florida :( I'm gonna miss her!! Thats all I know of what I'm going to be doing...Make plans with me now before I get really busy. Nite Nite Thugs N' Bitches// Miss You (4)

:) [ Wednesday December 22 2004 ] [ mood | Never been this happy ] Life is good... and I'm really happy! :) Miss You (4)

Great Weekend... [ Sunday December 19 2004 ] [ mood | Excited and extremly happy! ] [ music | Only You--Ashanti ( I love the beat) ] This weekend was a really good weekend. Friday-School was alot of fun.. i didnt have to go to any of my classes all day cause I was in 2 plays that were performed twice.. I didnt get to sing cause me and rachel were cut off cause 2nd and 3rd hours play was an improv. so those kinda go the way the want to go. I love everyone in Drama!! :) Friday night-Hung out wit Rosemary and went bowling wit her cousin donald and his g/f natalie, and rosemarys sister natalie and andy. It was alot of fun.. after that I came home around 1am... then went straight to sleep cause I was tired! lol long day and night! Saturday-Woke up at 2pm lol and got ready for the day.. then Brandy came over and we went to all different kinds of places. THen later that night Hope, brandy, me, and jeremy all played board games for the longest time lol but it was alot of fun. Then after that brandy and me went to sleep. Sunday-Woke up at 12pm...and didnt even get ready for the day.. brandy and me just watched zoolander and sat around all day in our pj's.. then brandy left to go home around 6pm. and now im on here. :) THOUGHTS: **I cant wait until school is out for christmas break!! **I love my family and friends sooo much!! **I love christmas! **My diet is going soo amazingly good! **Cant wait to get my presents **I love school cause of all my friends in it :) **I want a snow day lol **This weekend was fun **I'm happy **I'm always busy and doin something but i love it **I cant wait to be skinny!! :) Tomorrow im not sure what im doin yet....well im tired and dont feel like typing anymore...nite thugs n' bitches Miss You (1)

Thanks thugs n bitches! [ Monday December 13 2004 ] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Happy--Ashanti ] ooooooooooo I got alot of comments down below.. Thanks chris, jess, brandy,and steven!! I love you all!! <3 muah! :) :) :) :) Miss You (0)

I've never been this happy in my life... [ Saturday December 11 2004 ] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Karma--Alicia Keys ] Well This weekend is going Great so far... I've been hangin with Brandy and also hung out with chris :) I love him and her oh so much!! Today I'm going wit Hope and Brandy to Jeremy's party..always fun over there! I love his family their so funny. (Jeremy's grad. party was the best) I bet this one will be good too. Anyways, I'm excited for Duke and Didi's wedding the play that we're doing in 5th hour Drama 3!! And I'm also excited for the play "A christmas Carol" thats also gonna be this friday..I'm in both plays :) I really cant wait until the tryouts for "The Wizard of Oz" thats going to be a good play and I hope I make one of the parts in the play :) THOUGHTS AT THE MOMENT: **I really cant wait until Taites party **I'm happy with life **I love all my friends and family sooo much **I thank god for everything in my life and thank him for making me happy :) **I cant wait until SPRING BREAK 05'!! Party!! **Cant wait until PROM too and my whole senior year! **I want to be 18 so I can go clubbing and hook up with hott guys!! **Damn I'm so busy with friends, family and singing!! But I love every minute of it!! **I'm glad I have 5 minutes of my time to write in here to tell you all how great things are going Well thats all for now.. I'll tell how the party went late tonight or tomorrow! Laterr Thugs n' Bitches!! :) :) :) LOVE YA ALLZ!! Miss You (8)

You dont know me like that.. [ Wednesday December 8 2004 ] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | Lloyd Banks--Karma ] Well Today started off as a good day.. until a few things happened after school that I wont get into right now.. All I gotta say about it is that there are alot of fake ass people in roseville.. fo sho! Some more things I'm gonna bitch about.. I hate it when I'm talkin on the phone to someone.. and I explain my day or something that is going on.. and when I dont hear a response I hear them talking to their friends in the background.. and I hate it when I have to say "are you there?" and then there still talkin to their friends and They finally come back on saying "oh im sorry." and It feels like everything you had to say didnt matter at all.. that really pisses me off! Anyways.. Homie B is staying for about a month wit her sister in St. Clair Shores! I love B! cause shes my other sister duh I've known her for 12 years!! Friends are soo important in life.. I'm glad I have a friend I can trust.. and have fun wit..You know how we roll! HOMIES 4 LIFE! but yea.. I just wanted to say that theres one person who knows how to make my whole day.. and thats my boy J.D.! I love you J.D.!! Laterr Thugs n' Bitches! Miss You (2)

Blah... [ Tuesday November 30 2004 ] [ mood | tired ] Why is it always shitty outside!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!! Cloudy/rainy weather seriously puts me in a bad mood to were I dont want to do anything! I'm bored.......and hungry. **Hopefully I get to go to the gym sometime this week to sign up for a memebership :)** January 5th bitches! I dont have anything more to say...and If i do.. i will write it later :) <3 ya Thugs n' Bitches!! Miss You (0)

The weekend... [ Sunday November 28 2004 ] [ mood | sore ] [ music | Autobiography--Ashlee Simpson ] This weekend was fun! Homie B Came over on friday around 3pm... and We went out to eat for dinner...Then hung out with chucky and homie b and went galactic bowling at Continental Lanes.. that was fun..lol I won both games.. and im not even good at bowling.. but its all good After bowling I dropped chucky off and me and homie b went back to my house and we watched WHITE CHICKS! I seriously love this movie soo much.. i could watch it over and over and over again lol "I'm so frickin pissed!" I'm going to have a BF!" Lmfao.. I love it! Then after the movie we went to bed around 3am.... Saturday- Homie B and Me woke up soo late.. we woke up at 1:15pm... I thought it was only around 11 or 12 and when I asked her to look at what time it was I couldnt believe it.. cause when she spends the night we never sleep that long... it was just a waste of day.. but oh well We both just chilled around until like 4pm and finally got all ready for the day... After that I went with Homie B to get her oil changed.. then after that.. she helped me out with a video that I have to make for school...and it was raining while we were trying to make it!!! which sucked but it kinda gave the video an effect.. oh well lol After making the video.. we were bored and had nothing to do so we just chilled here on the computer.. and went to seven eleven at like 11:30pm to get nachos and a slurpee...funny story We go into the seven eleven on frazho and this old guy is like "yes 2 beautiful girls coming in... this makes my night!!" so we laughed and that whole deal and got our slurpees...i went to go get nachos but the machine is out of order.. so we got our slurpees and left to go to the seven eleven on martin and gratiot..... That was some crazy shit.. we walked in and this arab guy like stares us down and we get our nachos and go up to pay for them... and hes doin somthing with his hands and im like are u asking if we're friends? and he smiled and shook his head and said yeah.. and im like OKAY!?!?! then we leave and he waves bye to us... I just laughed so hard and waved back at him giving him a weird look.. but yeah taht was our trip to 2 seven elevens lol Then we come back to my house and watched WIN A DATE WITH TAD HAMILTON cause homie b hasnt seen it...and I just think its such a cute movie... then we finished around 2am.. and went upstairs on the computer again.. then went off to bed... Sunday- Just sat around the house all day with homie b...and watched tv...and then homie B left and I have just been lazy all day... I also put tape up in my room cause Im going to be painting it soon :) but anyways.. that was my weekend :) it was alot of fun *I'm just keepin it real* Nite Thugs n' Bitches Miss You (0)

Happy Thanksgiving!! [ Thursday November 25 2004 ] [ mood | good ] [ music | Petey Pablo--Make that ass vibrate ] Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!! :) Well I know I havent updated in a long time.. but I guess I'm gonna start updating more :) Today my brother and his g/f are coming over for Dinner. .that should be fun.. cause my brother is a fun person :-P This weekend my Homie B is coming over fri-sun :) that should be tons of fun like always. .cause we know how to make boring times fun and when she comes over I'm completley myself around her cause Ive known her for 12 Years!! Hopefully I get to hang out with chucky on friday too!! :) I havent been to school for like the 3 days we had this week.. only because i had a fever and strep throat.. which I dont know how I got strep throat cause I got my tonsals out.. but i guess that doesnt matter lol anyways I gotta go get ready for today!! :) I'll update more later.. if theres anything more to update! TTYL THUGS N' BITCHES!! Dont jock my shit bitch! Miss You (0)

Guess whos back lol [ Wednesday October 13 2004 ] [ mood | good ] Well I decided to start writing more in my journal.. and keep updating when shit happens...  Well today I went to get job applications and filled them out and dropped them off...  Then Chucky came and picked me up.. and I hung out with chucky, Matt, ANdrew, Brandon, and chocho.. we just ate at Wendys.. .then went to chocho's house to do the smoke machine.. which is always sweet as hell.. chocho kept bustin out his video camera and shit..  Then matt was spraying Spray paint all on the garage floor and lighting it with a ligher and it was catching on fire and shit.. that was fun to watch.  Then after all that fun.. We decided to drive to Detroit what what!?!...and we had to turn down this side street and all this crazy shit happened lmfao people were drug dealing or some shit.. then we finally got off the side street and onto gratiot...and just decided to go home..chucky dropped matt and andrew off..then we dropped chocho off.. then chucky dropped me off..and brandon and so on... lol IT was alot of fun today.. but yeah.. always a good time. Now im just chillen talkin to chucky <3 :) and some other people online bout ready to go to bed.. Nite nite thugs n' bitches! Miss You (1)

FYI [ Sunday September 19 2004 ] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Fabolous---Breathe ] I forgot to tell everyone.. I got fired from my job.. lol and I'm in search for another job! I'm going tanning again :) :) :) I LOVE TANNING! and I'm starting to work out again.. I need to lose some weight!! :-P but anyways.. just thought I'd inform you all. <3 Holly Miss You (0)

........ [ Thursday September 16 2004 ] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Lean Back REMIX ] Well life has been going really good right now.. I'm just constantly busy.. but I like that cause it just keeps me going and I just love being out and not just staying home all the time doing nothing.. ya know? I'm going to homecoming.. and I heard people want to nominate me on homecoming court... so that should be cool to see where that goes and if I even get nominated.. but im not going to just parade around telling people to vote for me cause then that would just be fuckin stupid and showing people that I'm feelin myself a lil too much. but anyways.. TODAY I have a counsling appointment at 5pm.. then I'm going tanning with courtney.. then I'm probably just gonna chill at home or something.. cause I havent really spent too much time at home. So that should be fun stuff. Miss You (1)

You put this smile on my face [ Saturday September 4 2004 ] [ mood | tired ] [ music | FIRE---JOE BUDDEN good ass beat to it! ] Well summer is almost over...and school is gonna start real sooon :( oh well ill just get this year over with.. then I wont have to see anyone at that school anymore or put up with them and there bullshit :) Anyways.. on to a more important subject.. I just want to say that Chucky is like the most greatest b/f ever... I'm like so glad we're goin out :) Cause he just makes me so happy :) TIGERS GAME SEPTEMBER 10, 2004 USHER CONCERT SEPTEMBER 11, 2004 :) :) :) :) lol Cant wait!! Well I'm out thugs and bitches! ( brandy ;-) ) tru dat. Miss You (1)

Just having a nervous breakdown its nothing important [ Tuesday August 31 2004 ] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | Country boyz--Nappy Roots ] Well today will be the 4th day in a row that I've worked.. I'm so tired and stressed out from it. I'm only 17 fuckin years old and I gotta worry about paying a 117$ dollar car insurance every month... pay for an over 50$dollar phone bill every month and I have to pay my lovely grandma back over 500 dollars...and to top it off put fuckin money in the bank....it may not seem that crazy.. but it is.. and its especially crazy when I get my check and its one shitty check. Now I have to work more...and when school starts up im gonna be even more stressed because of homework....I also gotta try and make time for people which is gonna be a bitch cause its so hard to keep up with everyone when im gonna be working more.. plus I got school! Oh well... like alot of people tell me "being a teenager is very rough and your not the only one going through a hard time.. your hard work will pay off" Hopefully thats tru! Oh yeah and one more thing i also gotta make time for my voice lessons..and its 25$ dollars an hour! geeeeeeeze lol anyways....nothing more important has happened yet in my life...so I'll update lata thugs and bitches! Miss You (3)

Long time... [ Sunday August 29 2004 ] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Miss you--Aaliyah ] Wow I havent updated in like forever.. Anyways... I'm going out with chucky now..and hmm.. dont know what else went on lol.. I'm learning to accept everything around me.. and accept the friends that I have.. I dont care how many friends I have as long as I got true ones.. ya know? DONT WANT NO FAKE ONES NOW! I'm also going to be starting voice lessons with Ms. Plum... how exciting... :) :) :) I'm gonna make it big soon.. just watch bitches! And oh yeah.. For those of you who like to judge me and say a whole bunch of shit about me when you havent even talked to me... FUCK YOU! okay? cause I hate people who judge and try to hate on someone especially when they hate on you when they dont even know you and like to make up shit about you... if you havent talked to me.. then YOU DONT KNOW ME AND IF YOUVE ONLY HUNG OUT WIHT ME A COUPLE OF TIMES YOU STILL DONT KNOW ME!>>> get it got it GOOD! LEts move on... this is my new journal.. nothing really special but im a big fan of aaliyah.. shes my role model! I love her music.. and probably will sing one of her songs for the talent show.. :) TIGERS GAME SEPTEMBER 10 USHER CONCERT SEPTEMBER 11 :-D I cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nite my thugs and bitches lol Miss You (0)

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